This dysfunction was obvious whenever I did hard work or strenuous exercise. I did not find the problem surfacing when I did the gentle exercises in the yoga book. In fact, I soon discovered that these “exercises” done with the physical body felt good and did indeed have an effect on the mind, an interesting fact that made me even more curious.
This curiosity led me to India in 1971, to find out more about these states of mind. But as the connection between body and mind became ever more complex and detailed, I found myself researching further and further into the phenomenon of energy itself—the link between body and mind. The yogic perspective in India held a very refined and detailed view of the nerves as a wiring system which every part of the body was plugged into. These nerves carried the energy impulses between the brain and the entire body. To me, this was like a schematic diagram giving us an indication of how we actually functioned.
Meanwhile, physics and chemistry had merged in my mind (as they have in science by now to form nuclear physics). In this new merger the key element seemed to be energy, yet in the exploration of this energy there did not seem to be a clear picture of what it was. Add to this what I was reading in research books like Bertrand Russel’s “The A B C of Relativity”, on the space-time relation and how everything was indeed relative to the position and velocity of the observer—it all brought me to the point of wondering just what this quantum reality consisted of. There were a lot of theories about it but no one really knew, and the best of the “scientists” also carried this impending question mark! I found myself traveling, my curiosity directing me to find out more about the mysterious magical methods that apparently could lead people to grasp the truth about “mind over matter.”
I was quite fortunate in my travels, in that everything worked out fairly well and I never had any “bad” experiences. I don’t mean to say there were no challenging times, but I met a lot of good and helpful people along my journey. Within the first months of my solo journey, I connected with some people of like mind in Mexico, who invited me to stay with them. They had a paradise villa in Cuernavaca and were all interested in yoga, so we soon became friends. Each morning the sun would rise and shine onto the front lawn to find Nancy and I breathing deeply and doing postures. Half the day would be spent talking about the philosophy of the East and the religions of the world. The experience created a nice bond of kinship among all of us. For me, it was the first occurrence of being with a group of friends I could fully relate to.
After a month of living in this heart-warming environment, I continued along my solo journey, but I kept meeting folks who were on similar paths, exploring the world and looking for philosophical idealism. There were many coincidences of meeting the right people at the right time. I learned to enjoy encountering friends with whom to share spiritual experiences and worldly adventures.
As I went through the Orient I met more friends from different cultures, who exposed me to a variety of spiritual ideas. In Japan I spent a few months studying Buddhism, learning to calm my mind so that I could meditate. That is where I first realized that consciousness was separate from mind – an awakening discovery for me. In Thailand, I wandered a bit with the young monks who had invited me to join them. With a begging bowl in hand, I followed their simple lifestyle, enjoying rural life and contemplating the workings of the mind.
By the time I reached India, I had more or less become a monk myself. After a year of being on the road, observing all the sights one could imagine, my eyes had seen enough of the outer world. I was firmly established in my yoga practice and had gleaned some wonderful meditational techniques from my Buddhist friends. Now I just wanted to go inward. I wanted to know more about the inner world and about the chakras that were referred to in so many books. What was this phenomenon all about?
I had shared a room at the YMCA in Malaysia with a Hindu man from India. This gentleman was a Brahmin (priestly caste), well versed in the philosophies of India and yoga. He practiced yoga every day and had been doing so for years. I had shared a room at the YMCA in Malaysia with a Hindu man from India. This gentleman was a Brahmin (priestly caste), well versed in the philosophies of India and yoga. He practiced yoga every day and had been doing so for years. We spent many hours discussing all sorts of spiritual ideals that had recently been awakened in me. During our week together he showed me how to get up into the headstand, amongst other things. He assured me when we parted that I would have no problem finding my “guru,” mentioning something I had read in Yogananda’s writings: “When the student is ready, the teacher appears.” The coincidence factor I had begun observing earlier had evolved into mystical synchronicity for me, especially in the people I was meeting along my path. This Hindu roommate and friend was one of my teachers. At this point, it felt to me like there was an overall Intelligence making the connections I needed and setting the times for the meetings.
Someone else along my journey had mentioned Pondicherry as a really nice place to go in India. With that in mind I headed south from Calcutta, where I had landed. In Madras I boarded a bus for Pondicherry, and in stepped Teresa, who sat in front of me and said “Hi, where are you going?”
Teresa had come to India to visit her sister Barbara, who had been studying with a yoga master in Pondicherry for a couple of years. She suggested that I come along. Arriving at the ashram, we were greeted with a royal welcome and it soon became clear that Barbara was more involved than a student. She lived in the master’s suite, was now called Meenakshi, and worked as his secretary. We received this warm and intimate welcome as a result, with a great dinner and a lengthy evening getting acquainted. For me it was a wonderful opportunity to make a connection with this teacher and find out about his teachings.
Swami Gitananda had studied yoga in his teenage years with Ram Gopal Muzumdar, who is referred to in Yogananda’s Autobiography of a Yogi as “the Sleepless Saint.” In his late teens he went on to England to study medicine. Either his mother or father (I don’t recall which) was British, so he had the opportunity to go to college in that country. His medical career went from there to Canada and the U.S., spanning 38 years. I heard many interesting stories about what was really going on in the medical establishment, some of which surprised me at the time, but since then I have come to see the reality of what he said. The result of his years of experience as a doctor and surgeon led him to the conclusion that Western medicine had no long-term positive effects. Consequently, he returned to India in order to teach people how to live healthy lives with a spiritual purpose.
At the time I arrived, he had only been there a couple of years, but he had managed to establish a very “happening” ashram. The atmosphere was bustling with activity; over 40 students were in the full-time residential curriculum and several others were coming in as guests for a period of a few days to a week. Swami himself taught eight hours of classes each day, seven days a week, except Thursday afternoons when we had time off to look after personal business. The course was intense by anyone’s standards. He made it more so that term, by extending it for one full month. Also, that semester was the only time that I know of when he taught the full course on Yantra Yoga.
He dropped it the following year. What he added in that year, however, was a series of discourses on the chakras. Again, this proved to be a one-time event that he never repeated. Some of us advanced students prompted him to do this, and we recorded every lecture. Afterwards, I took the tapes and spent my spare time during the next month transcribing the tapes. The notes I assimilated at that time became the foundation for my research on the energy world of the chakras, an exploration that is still expanding my inner vision 40 years later.
Swami Gitananda was a brilliant orator and a very inspiring teacher, always a dynamo of energy, who bounded up the stairs to our rooftop classroom in such a way as to stir everyone up with his radiance. With his storytelling abilities and his sense of humor, he kept us all well entertained. When we were not being entertained by his words, we were busy practicing the multitude of things we had learned. For me, this experience of being intensely involved in the practice of yoga for so many consecutive months created a lifestyle that simply became part of me. I am forever grateful for that gift. The wealth and depth of his knowledge of yoga was encyclopedic – it covered such a wide range of the various aspects of this science that I have not since found anything like it in my studies.
This summarizes my encounters with some of the masters of India. The next significant phase of my education came the following year when I began living in Guatemala and Mexico. I was still a wandering monk, a penniless monk in fact, as is the tradition in India, but now exploring the old ruins of the Mayan civilization from Palenque to the Yucatan. Within these ruins I kept finding icons, statues and symbols that reminded me of India. In one of the old temples I found a life-size statue of Shiva with the five-headed cobra rising up over his head. This my friend Don and I discovered in an underground area of the temple that was closed to the public. We were there at 5 a.m. with flashlights, and there was no one there to stop us from exploring. We were also finding mandala symbols of the chakras in a variety of places and contexts, while the serpent Kundalini kept raising its head everywhere. Not only did the serpent raise its head, but here it had wings, as if it were a flying serpent. Obviously, Kundalini was once awake in this part of the world. As well, little icons of people in different postures that were very yoga-like could be purchased from some of the locals (often illegally, since they had been found during excavations and were not supposed to be sold).
The familiarity of all these things made me feel there was an old India buried here, and we were just seeing some of what was coming up to the surface. Even the structure of the temple towers looked the same as in India. The following year I made my way to Tikal and found what I recognized as a South Indian Temple, still half-buried in the Guatemalan jungle. To me, this was the final proof that the ancient system of yoga and the chakras had been here. It was still here. I had been living in Guatemala for a couple of winters by then and had spent time observing the ways of the “brujos,” the local shamans. They had a lot of chanting and drumming rituals similar to the saddhus of India. What struck me the most was their bright jackets embroidered with those same chakra mandalas that kept resurfacing.
This was the period during which I was painting mandalas myself while reading books about ancient native cultures. Books like Burning Waters by Laurette Sejourne, and Seven Arrows by Hyemeyohsts Storm, were providing further inspiration about an underlying perennial philosophy that was bonding all these cultures. That philosophy explained the universal energy of the chakras, the energy which weaves the fabric of the world as we perceive it.